I have been taking the Wellbutrin for a week now, and was getting to the point where I couldn't really taste the cigarettes anymore and felt like it wasn't even reaching the pleasure point of my brain--which is I guess the point.
That doesn't mean that I didn't have the desire to smoke today. Mostly it felt like "I don't know what to do." Usually I would procrastinate and hang out on my computer listening to podcasts and smoking. I tried to channel my energy and extra time into cleaning today, but I was flitting about without much ability to concentrate on one particular task.
I also teared up tonight while watching Transparent when people were cuddling and I realized that I had no human interaction today really -- I went to the Walmart, I went to a store and had a super fast transaction, I talked on the phone to Kelly. I went for a walk. Ugh, just teared up again. The first few days do tend to be emotional plus I am on my period right now. I definitely need to watch something funny before going to bed, or I'm going to wake up depressed tomorrow.
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